Growing up without worries. That is what this year's De Warmste Week is all about. A theme that is close to Hinda Bluekens (35)'s heart. She spent the first years of her life in an institution. Together with Danira Boukhriss Terkessidis (33) she looks back on that missed start in a two-part documentary.
“I really don’t find it easy to share this,” says Hinda Bluekens halfway through the first episode of Start gemist . She is sitting at the table with Danira Boukhriss Terkessidis and leafing through a thick folder containing photos and reports that document the first four years of her life. A period that she was forced to spend in a ckg, a centre for childcare and family support as it is called in full. “Even the fact that you are even touching that folder, I find intense,” she confesses to Danira.
“Sharing the contents of that folder with an outsider affected me much more than I had anticipated,” she says a few months after that fateful day of shooting. “The whole story that is described in it is not new to me. I have carried it with me for more than thirty years. But when you show that folder to someone who does not know that past and who asks questions that you have never thought about, you start to look at everything in it in a different way. Photos that you have seen a hundred times suddenly take on a different meaning. That released quite a few emotions.”
These unexpected emotions did not cause any doubt about the plan to share her past not only with Danira but also with the television viewers of Flanders. Hinda, who is known on Instagram as Hinda House, has worked as a journalist, columnist and video reporter for Flair , De Standaard and Gazet van Antwerpen in recent years and has written for the VTM GO series Only Friends in the past year , had been thinking about doing something about that past for some time. “I just didn't really know what that 'something' should be. Did I want to write about it? Should it be a television project? Or maybe a podcast?”